Monday, April 14, 2014

Cravings


It has officially been over a week since the beginning of my journey! 

I am incredibly excited to be able to blog about how wonderful I feel physically, but unfortunately, that post isn’t today. Let me begin by saying that I haven’t “cheated” at all, and I still fully and wholeheartedly believe in my decision to go vegan.

To be honest, I have not been feeling very well. There are a lot of physical repercussions that have come from my decision to go vegan. My post is not to discourage anyone from attempting to cut animal products out of their lives, but rather to express my journey in a way that is extremely raw, real and true.

As a typical American consumer, we are raised on the ideals that food is not a necessity to live off of, but rather a luxury that comes as we please. When we want ice cream we go to Dairy Queen, buy an ice cream cone, and we eat it. We don’t feel guilty. Sometimes, we stuff our faces so full of pizza that we physically can’t move. It is amazing to me that I never realized that is the way I was for so long… Sure, I knew that I ate what I wanted, and didn’t eat what I didn’t. But my whole entire diet was based upon cravings. When I wanted something to eat, I found a way to eat it. It is a ritual I practiced over and over again for twenty years.

The struggle I have been facing the most this past week is changing my mindset about the way that I approach eating. Because my body is so addicted to meat and dairy products, I am craving them. This basically means that everything I want, I am no longer willing to eat. For twenty years, I have always eaten what I wanted in the moment and now, I am refusing to. This has been incredibly difficult on me mentally and physically. Whenever Andrew asks me what or where I want to eat, I get extremely irritated and nearly (or literally) burst into tears. Side note: he is fantastically supportive, and I appreciate his patience with my crazy self right now!

            By making my transition to Veganism so quickly and cutting animal products out of my life immediately, I think my body has just been in shock. It has been extremely challenging to find food I really want to eat, but with time I am confident I will crave plant-based foods. Yum!

On a more positive note, (because I want people following my blog to know that this is such a POSITIVE, and life changing experience!) I can’t believe how simple it has been to find foods to eat! I have never grown “hungry” from a lack of food! Grocery shopping has become easier and I am learning the ways of a vegan-life with each passing day.

Yesterday, I made vegan vegetable lasagna with ‘chicotta’ (ricotta made from chick-peas). It was incredible. I will post the recipe sometime this week! Also, Andrew treated me to vegan Neapolitan ice cream in a gluten-free cone last night… Maybe life as a vegan isn’t too bad :)

My plug for the week: If I have influenced you in anyway, or you just happened to stumble upon my blog and are interested in doing something incredibly impactful, please take the time to pledge to go vegetarian during US VegWeek! It is the week of April 21st. You can sign up to participate in this AMAZING experience here: http://usvegweek.com/pledge/   

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